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GET LOST if u dun..

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

tired of everything

juz woke up not long...

was veri tired..

extremely.

did nt slp last nite..

coz gt de FO camp..

later gonna go fer BBCO concert...

de FO camp...

7freshie came..

overall, i enjoyed..

but somethings juz seems to be unable to solve..

getting abit too emotional abt it..

perhaps it is juz a wrong choice having me there ba..

perhaps i am juz someone who is realli too useless, in a way ba..

whatever..

i am just a nobody..

i just want to be a nobody..

i nv want to be a somebody..

if i can go back to the past..

i realli will want to reject everything..

and just be gone forever from here.

meeting Angeline later at 345pm at bukit batok..

goin to concert with her..

just dont feel like bloggin anyway..

just feel like leaving everything behind..

perhaps it is time i shld close my blog..

at that moment in time, i juz feel like a fool.....

i always thought they are my angels..

but i think i am wrong..

if cryin is just to get some sympathy from them...

i rather dig out my eyes and stop every tears..

in my whole life,

i dun think i have gone thru so big an emotional barrier before...

perhaps what i have gone thru in my life are just peanuts to them...

but all these have change my life...

i can never be the same me again...

i am just like someone who have done so much wrong

and yet i wasnt given a chance to realise my mistake..

and i just cant get a chance to try and do what i can to pay back...

and i dun need any sympathy from anyone...

finally i realise, in this world...

i am the most stupid person ever in the whole universe..

perhaps if one day, i am goin to fall,

no one will ever bother to tear for me..

no one will ever remember who the fcuk it is lying inside that freaking rectangular wooden box...

=>tired of everything<=
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6/19/2005 02:27:00 PM

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